maybe i just hooked on to the words that mean something to me, like you with the intellectual. i like to think i am stylish and funny, but i am not all that friendly. i may have the potential to think deeply, fat lot of good it does me, and i think i have pushed away my friends except for the virtual ones. i would say i am not much of a diplomat, more passive aggressive, i would love to be a team player but don't trust anyone, i am probably affectionate when the hard outer coating has been melted with acid and hammers, i doubt i am just. i feel i am loving. i am probably self pitying, i am obsessive, i used to be a workaholic, i think i am the opposite of smothering, i am definitely fearful.
i expect it is like horoscopes. a kind of trick. there was a point where i fantasised about hunting down jonathan cainer with a gun to see if his horoscope had predicted getting shot by a psychotic female. (he had promised me a dark man which had not been forthcoming, and i felt short changed)
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
timeasmymeasure
no subject
Date: 2008-03-07 08:01 am (UTC)i would say i am not much of a diplomat, more passive aggressive, i would love to be a team player but don't trust anyone, i am probably affectionate when the hard outer coating has been melted with acid and hammers, i doubt i am just. i feel i am loving. i am probably self pitying, i am obsessive, i used to be a workaholic, i think i am the opposite of smothering, i am definitely fearful.
i expect it is like horoscopes. a kind of trick. there was a point where i fantasised about hunting down jonathan cainer with a gun to see if his horoscope had predicted getting shot by a psychotic female. (he had promised me a dark man which had not been forthcoming, and i felt short changed)